Literally all I do is piss people off and make them leave. And I’m so used to being alone and by myself that actually being around other people is just so uncomfortable. I just feel like such a bother to anybody or that I’m annoying them by saying anything at all. I just don’t wanna be like this. And I don’t know how to fix it because I’m used to the same old routine. I feel like its never gonna change. It just gets worse. I honestly am just better being by myself.